Feeling First

A theater for your plower, pleasure and play

July 13-17 | Molalla River, OR

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Sex, food and enjoying our bodies have been the forbidden fruits of womanhood our whole lives. At Eating Eve, you’ll spend 3 nights and four days deprogramming this story on a spiritual, physical and sensorial level at a food forest on the Sespe Creek–one of the last wild rivers in Southern California.

Offerings include

ART OF STRIPTEASE
Group Transformational Photography
Pleasure Mapping activations
Oracular Channel exercises
BODY AS MEDIUM artistic creations
Ritual Theater
Nature-based alchemy
Tea Ceremony
3 farm-to-table organic meals daily

Bonus experiences
- 200 acres of old growth forest to ourselves
- Spaciousness to integrate independently
- Bonfires and song circling
- Bathhouse with sauna + hot tub + cold plunge
- River dips
- Forage to table dining
- A village of women to hold you

AND SO MUCH MORE.

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a glimpse at what these spaces feel like

All about Trout Creek Wilderness Lodge

Hidden within 200 acres of protected old-growth forest, Trout Creek Wilderness Lodge (our home for the week) sits at the sacred confluence of the Molalla River and Trout Creek. a place where rushing water, towering cedars, moss-covered trails, and salmon-rich ecosystems create a fairy’s dreamscape. The land is protected by a conservation easement dedicated to preserving the integrity of the forest, river habitat, and native ecology for generations to come. Before colonization, this land was home to the Molalla people (the people of the berries) whose relationship with this landscape continues to shape the reverence and care held for the property today.

Throughout our retreat, we’ll gather just steps from the crystal-clear Molalla River, known for its exceptional swimming holes, lush riverbanks, and powerful untamed beauty. The lodge itself blends rustic comfort with wild immersion: cedar bath house soaks, riverside ceremony spaces, forest trails, glamping accommodations, communal gathering areas, and endless access to the healing rhythm of the land. Every detail of the property reflects a devotion to restoration, ecological stewardship, and intentional connection with nature. Here we will remember what we have always known.

Your Eating Eve Guides

Margo Renate

Intimacy Coach and Transformational Photographer

Rachel aka Uma Umami, MScN

Retreat Chef and Movement Guide

Land with us

Fill out the application form so we can collect your information and send you the payment links of your choice within 2-3 business days of applying.
Eden is a 1.5 hour drive from LAX. Your hosts are not responsible for coordinating travel to/from Fillmore. A group chat will open in March to coordinate carpools and transport with other participants.
If you are driving, there is plenty of room to park your car on the property.
Please plan travel to arrive between 10-11am on May 7 and depart between 3-6pm on May 10.
- 4 comfortable, breathable outfits for 4 days of workshops
- 1-2 more durable and protective outfits for foraging in and exploring the farm/forest
- Any clothing items that make you feel especially beautiful, sexy and free. Layering pieces like silks, scarves and robes are always fun in these environments.
- 1-2 bathing suits for sauna and creek dips (suits are optional!)
- Slides, slippers or flip flops for ease
- Boots for walking around the farm
- Warm and cozies for cool evenings and mornings
- Shades of blue, greens and browns for our group Transformational Photography activation
- Good socks
- Hat for sun protection
- Sauna hat optional
- A water bottle
- Any medications, toiletries, tinctures, or supplements you need
- An offering for the land
- An altar item
  
  A more in depth packing list will be sent out upon sign-up.